Lost

Somehow I can’t find my “evil me” lately. I should recall the basic rules before I leave for holidays.
In the game of seduction, there is only one rule: Never fall in love.

I suck in this lately.

What you can't have, you can't resist.
I can’t say I am in love, but I want him.
Damn. I lost what I never had.
The emptiness is ubiquitous.

(well, you know what is my favorite movie)