Guess whose name-day it is today

Days like this make me wonder what are the personal values good for. Especially when they make you feel lonely and unhappy.
I miss seeing him, I miss talking to him, I miss being with him. Well, I could call him but what would it help? If we accidentally meet, I will probably run away again. That all simply hurts too much. There is no happy ending solution in this case. Let's just continue playing this game as we do. I wish I could forget, but it was too nice to be forgotten. Precious memories that are destroying me but I don't want to lose them anyway.
I know I am weak when I can't cope with such a banality compared to the problems of others. But yes, it is me. I want something I will never have.